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In which I take a journey, searching for the me I want to be. My previous Blog, Michael My Son http://danielmyson.blogspot.com/ chronicles the death of my beloved son Michael in June 2011. What followed was grief that found no peace. In October of 2011 I diagnosed with Lymphoma. I believe that it was the result of my grief over Michael.This blog is about my journey through cancer and beyond. / Older posts on right.
Saturday, June 30, 2012
It's a new day
This morning I woke up with the familiar feeling of dread. Then I remembered that yesterday I was freed from that which I was dreading. I got the 6 month clean bill of health. The CT scan showed I was free of cancer. This is an important milestone for me. The doc told me that when I see him 3 months from now, I won't even need a CT scan. Obviously he is confident that I am cancer free.
Now I can look forward with no thoughts that block the future as I want it to be. I can flow my thoughts to all the happy times ahead. My hair can grow back. I will see the me that is really me when I look in the mirror. It will take a while to release the tension I have felt underlying my life. There were times when I didn't feel it at all. Then someone would tell me my hair looks good, as in growing back, and I would remember that I had had cancer. If only people would accept me as I am and not remind me that I had cancer by commenting on my hair!
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